2015-08-27 20:28.15 )(oker: what? why?
2015-08-27 20:28.33 Navy_Seal: ok listen carefully absolutely I will tell you something of my life
2015-08-27 20:28.49 Navy_Seal: people used to tell me...you cannot do this...you cannot do that...you will end up in factory and stuff
2015-08-27 20:28.56 Navy_Seal: you know what...
2015-08-27 20:29.26 Navy_Seal: you know what...I do what I want...
2015-08-27 20:29.30 Navy_Seal: what makes me happy
2015-08-27 20:29.34 Absolutely: oh i´m capable of anything but I choose to stay at home with my rat and take care of him
2015-08-27 20:29.40 Navy_Seal: idd
2015-08-27 20:29.43 Absolutely: this house was a waste of money
2015-08-27 20:29.44 Navy_Seal: you CHOOSE the stay home
2015-08-27 20:29.50 Navy_Seal: that is your choice
2015-08-27 20:29.52 Absolutely: nah i just gotta get a clean house
2015-08-27 20:29.59 Navy_Seal: choosing NOT to do something...is also a choice
2015-08-27 20:30.04 Absolutely: because people keep sprinkling shit around that causes me respiratory illness
2015-08-27 20:30.12 Absolutely: not many people know the torture of this disease
2015-08-27 20:30.18 Absolutely: "get up and go" is not an option
2015-08-27 20:30.30 Absolutely: i´m curled up into a ball with colic man
2015-08-27 20:30.35 Absolutely: every day all day
2015-08-27 20:30.38 Navy_Seal: and you are fucking yourself up by staying home...being negative and so on
2015-08-27 20:30.47 Absolutely: oh the negativity passes
2015-08-27 20:30.58 Absolutely: this is physical pain
2015-08-27 20:30.59 Navy_Seal: I have a lot of friends...who do not like to do some kind of stuff which I like
2015-08-27 20:31.01 Absolutely: traumatic life
2015-08-27 20:31.09 Absolutely: there is next to nothing that I can do but wait to die
2015-08-27 20:31.10 Navy_Seal: I wanted to skydive or kitesurf or snowboard...
2015-08-27 20:31.16 Absolutely: and maybe tell some people what happened to me
2015-08-27 20:31.18 Navy_Seal: then I just do that...and meet people who like that
2015-08-27 20:31.39 Navy_Seal: some people tell me: Im so lucky and stuff...
2015-08-27 20:31.47 Navy_Seal: Im not lucky...I built this for myself you know
2015-08-27 20:31.50 Navy_Seal: anyone can do it
2015-08-27 20:31.57 Absolutely: right
2015-08-27 20:32.02 Navy_Seal: but I just do the stuff I like to do
2015-08-27 20:32.12 Absolutely: i´m here and I purchase my own house and then the people around me destroy my lungs
2015-08-27 20:32.13 Navy_Seal: and if I do not want to do something ...then I dont
2015-08-27 20:32.21 Absolutely: i´m actually incredibly sick right now with respiratory illness
2015-08-27 20:32.26 Navy_Seal: do you have a job?
2015-08-27 20:32.30 Absolutely: 4 gallons of phlegm so far, 4 days
2015-08-27 20:32.38 Absolutely: no i didn´t collect it
2015-08-27 20:32.57 Absolutely: i am telling you this is the most crippling and life-threatening disease on earth
2015-08-27 20:33.07 Absolutely: mice and rats die.. all the fucking time
2015-08-27 20:33.10 Absolutely: for no apparent reason
2015-08-27 20:33.13 Absolutely: well there is a reason
2015-08-27 20:33.20 Navy_Seal: let me tell something
2015-08-27 20:33.25 Navy_Seal: everyone is going to die
2015-08-27 20:33.27 Navy_Seal: and life isnt fair
2015-08-27 20:33.34 Absolutely: yeah dude but I get like 35-40 years
2015-08-27 20:33.36 Navy_Seal: at least make the best of it
2015-08-27 20:33.37 Absolutely: and I already know about it
2015-08-27 20:33.42 Navy_Seal: so...
2015-08-27 20:33.44 Navy_Seal: make the best of it
2015-08-27 20:33.46 Navy_Seal: go travel
2015-08-27 20:33.48 Navy_Seal: see the world
2015-08-27 20:33.48 Absolutely: so i am, i can only have fun teaching people
2015-08-27 20:33.50 Navy_Seal: have a g/f
2015-08-27 20:33.55 Absolutely: i can not have fun experiencing the world
2015-08-27 20:33.59 Absolutely: because i have already done everything
2015-08-27 20:34.05 Navy_Seal: you havent
2015-08-27 20:34.06 Absolutely: learned everything, saw everything
2015-08-27 20:34.10 Navy_Seal: did you ever do skydiving?
2015-08-27 20:34.18 Absolutely: there is literally no reason to jump out of an airplane
2015-08-27 20:34.24 Navy_Seal: there is
2015-08-27 20:34.30 Navy_Seal: but you didnt...
2015-08-27 20:34.30 Absolutely: i got on a small airplane and nearly lost my hearing
2015-08-27 20:34.45 Navy_Seal: you said...you already did everything and blabla
2015-08-27 20:34.45 Absolutely: hypersensitivity to light.. sound.. movement.. touch.. taste.. smell
2015-08-27 20:34.49 Navy_Seal: you didnt do that
2015-08-27 20:34.51 Absolutely: IT IS NO JOKE
2015-08-27 20:34.54 Absolutely: I am homestuck
2015-08-27 20:34.57 Absolutely: until I die
2015-08-27 20:35.07 Absolutely: i can not do a god damn fucking thing about it and to keep egging me on aggravates me
2015-08-27 20:35.07 Zed: ever try pot?
2015-08-27 20:35.15 Absolutely: well..
2015-08-27 20:35.22 Absolutely: I am sick though