2014-12-28 00:37.09 BangBang: Guys suck q.q
2014-12-28 00:37.19 dU.Suz:yeah
2014-12-28 00:37.24 dU.Suz:they do
2014-12-28 00:37.38 dU.Suz:that´s why i just cut people out of my life
2014-12-28 00:37.57 BangBang: I always did that and I don´t know if I can keep things like this.
2014-12-28 00:37.57 dU.Suz:i don´t want to be near people that don´t give a crap about me
2014-12-28 00:38.15 BangBang: I burn bridges behind me... always.
2014-12-28 00:38.20 dU.Suz:i don´t want people telling me all the time the same
2014-12-28 00:38.29 dU.Suz:that i overreact because i want a bit of attention
2014-12-28 00:38.36 dU.Suz:he can be playing all freaking day
2014-12-28 00:38.43 dU.Suz:and to respond to a message takes him 12 hours
2014-12-28 00:38.50 dU.Suz:but no, i´m the one overreacting
2014-12-28 00:38.52 dU.Suz:xD
2014-12-28 00:38.59 BangBang: lol
2014-12-28 00:39.02 dU.Suz:because i don´t want to waith 12 fucking hours
2014-12-28 00:39.19 dU.Suz:meh!
2014-12-28 00:39.31 dU.Suz:i´m still pissed xD
2014-12-28 00:40.04 BangBang: Well, I´m trying to get over someone for a year to be exact....
2014-12-28 00:40.16 dU.Suz:you can do it
2014-12-28 00:40.21 dU.Suz:it´s hard, but you´ll do it
2014-12-28 00:40.34 dU.Suz:i´ve tried to get rid of someone i know for over 8 years
2014-12-28 00:40.49 dU.Suz:he has this way of doing things that is awful
2014-12-28 00:40.59 dU.Suz:first he tells me he loves me and wants to be with me
2014-12-28 00:41.26 dU.Suz:out of a sudden, he snaps and says i´m pressuring him
2014-12-28 00:41.31 dU.Suz:just by saying hello
2014-12-28 00:41.34 dU.Suz:every day
2014-12-28 00:41.35 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 00:41.36 BangBang: lol
2014-12-28 00:41.45 dU.Suz:then he offends me and leaves without notice
2014-12-28 00:41.58 dU.Suz:a couple of years later he resurfaces
2014-12-28 00:42.06 dU.Suz:he did this last year
2014-12-28 00:42.13 dU.Suz:and this year came back again
2014-12-28 00:42.22 dU.Suz:i told him i loved someone else
2014-12-28 00:42.33 dU.Suz:and i wouldn´t want him to mess me up again
2014-12-28 00:42.49 dU.Suz:he could man up and be my friend or leave me for good
2014-12-28 00:42.57 dU.Suz:he stayed
2014-12-28 00:42.59 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 00:43.17 dU.Suz:i wonder for how long he´ll be around until he snaps again
2014-12-28 00:43.33 BangBang: People are weird.
2014-12-28 00:43.36 dU.Suz:i know
2014-12-28 00:43.39 BangBang: I should love only myself.
2014-12-28 00:43.56 dU.Suz:if you love yourself, then all is good :)
2014-12-28 00:44.17 BangBang: I dunno if I do.
2014-12-28 00:44.25 dU.Suz:you should
2014-12-28 00:44.44 BangBang: If I did I wouldn´t travel over 1000km to humiliate myself XD
2014-12-28 00:45.00 dU.Suz:it´s all life´s lessons
2014-12-28 00:45.10 dU.Suz:you did what you thought you had to
2014-12-28 00:45.15 dU.Suz:don´t regret it
2014-12-28 00:45.21 dU.Suz:at least you tried
2014-12-28 00:45.35 BangBang: I don´t regret going. I regret doing it for a wrong reason...
2014-12-28 00:46.04 dU.Suz:it´s done now, so regretting it won´t make it go away
2014-12-28 00:46.33 BangBang: It´s not as bad as it used to be.
2014-12-28 00:46.49 BangBang: So I´m fine... more or less.
2014-12-28 00:47.18 BangBang: It´s just I still can´t believe that there are pople out there in this world like this one person...
2014-12-28 00:47.56 dU.Suz:the world will surprise you
2014-12-28 00:48.11 BangBang: It already surprised me.
2014-12-28 00:48.26 BangBang: ´cause I can´t believe people this evil and cruel can exist.
2014-12-28 00:48.52 dU.Suz:not all of them are bad
2014-12-28 00:49.00 BangBang: I´m simply too naive.
2014-12-28 00:49.21 dU.Suz:no. you´re just too kind
2014-12-28 00:49.48 BangBang: You talk like one of these who see the glass half full XD
2014-12-28 00:49.55 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 00:49.59 dU.Suz:i see many things
2014-12-28 00:50.04 dU.Suz:i´m wise xD
2014-12-28 00:50.39 dU.Suz:and i´m the queen of weirdos :P
2014-12-28 00:50.56 BangBang: I always thought I was wise.
2014-12-28 00:51.10 BangBang: But I´m stoopid ´cause a part of me still has hope.
2014-12-28 00:51.35 dU.Suz:you´re not stupid for having hope
2014-12-28 00:51.49 dU.Suz:i have hope too
2014-12-28 00:52.08 BangBang: It is stupid. It´s not having respect for yourself. I shoud finally let it go, forget it.
2014-12-28 00:52.10 dU.Suz:although i think i shouldn´t
2014-12-28 00:52.33 dU.Suz:the best thing to do is to let go
2014-12-28 00:52.47 dU.Suz:at least with some people
2014-12-28 00:53.10 dU.Suz:we can´t change them, as much as we would like to
2014-12-28 00:54.31 BangBang: It all leads me to the conclusion that I need to find somethign better to do than ut and soap operas :P
2014-12-28 00:54.43 dU.Suz:lol :P
2014-12-28 00:54.58 dU.Suz:don´t worry, you will xD
2014-12-28 00:55.15 BangBang: Yeah, yeah...
2014-12-28 00:55.28 BangBang: I have been hearing this for ages...
2014-12-28 00:55.38 BangBang: And I don´t have much patience :P
2014-12-28 00:55.49 dU.Suz:lol me too
2014-12-28 00:55.52 dU.Suz:for the most part
2014-12-28 00:56.08 dU.Suz:but when i want something badly...
2014-12-28 00:56.22 dU.Suz:i can be pretty annoying :P
2014-12-28 00:56.54 dU.Suz:plus i´m getting old and patience isn´t a virtue anymore
2014-12-28 00:56.58 dU.Suz:xD
2014-12-28 00:57.39 BangBang: I´m kinda sutbborn myself sometimes..
2014-12-28 00:57.53 dU.Suz:me too
2014-12-28 00:59.16 BangBang: That was close.
2014-12-28 00:59.40 dU.Suz:xD
2014-12-28 00:59.54 dU.Suz:i´m gonna go finish those things before i die xD
2014-12-28 01:00.02 BangBang: Yes, you should :p
2014-12-28 01:00.09 BangBang: Finish them, I mean.
2014-12-28 01:00.11 BangBang: Not die.
2014-12-28 01:00.12 dU.Suz:then i´m going to stalk my own shadow :P
2014-12-28 01:00.17 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 01:00.32 dU.Suz:i won´t die yet
2014-12-28 01:00.36 BangBang: Good.
2014-12-28 01:00.52 BangBang: I´m not sure.
2014-12-28 01:00.59 dU.Suz:my purpose in this planet has not been fulfilled yet
2014-12-28 01:01.03 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 01:01.09 BangBang: ´cause my mom´s fortune teller said something about me being in hospital next month, lol.
2014-12-28 01:01.19 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 01:01.25 dU.Suz:you´ll be fine!
2014-12-28 01:01.41 BangBang: I dunno. I don´t mind dying much.
2014-12-28 01:02.04 dU.Suz:yeah, me neither
2014-12-28 01:02.11 BangBang: As long as it´s not connected with great sufferring.
2014-12-28 01:02.12 dU.Suz:but i know some people would resent me for it
2014-12-28 01:02.13 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 01:02.34 dU.Suz:so i´ll do the next best thing
2014-12-28 01:02.45 dU.Suz:find a cave with wifi and live there for the rest of my life
2014-12-28 01:02.49 dU.Suz:xD
2014-12-28 01:02.56 BangBang: lol
2014-12-28 01:03.18 dU.Suz:it´s a win-win situation
2014-12-28 01:03.26 dU.Suz:i won´t die, and won´t have to deal with people
2014-12-28 01:03.29 BangBang: As long as there is some sun, fresh air food then count me in ^^
2014-12-28 01:03.29 dU.Suz:xD
2014-12-28 01:03.54 dU.Suz:my lifetime dream xD
2014-12-28 01:04.25 BangBang: I wish I had some dreams q.q
2014-12-28 01:04.50 dU.Suz:you just haven´t found it yet
2014-12-28 01:05.02 BangBang: I´m getting old you know...
2014-12-28 01:05.17 dU.Suz:i bet you´re not that old xD
2014-12-28 01:05.28 dU.Suz:and for the record, everyone is getting old xD
2014-12-28 01:05.34 BangBang: I´m already over 20...
2014-12-28 01:05.45 BangBang: It´s old... too old for looking for dreams.
2014-12-28 01:05.51 dU.Suz:honey, i´m on my way to 30 xD
2014-12-28 01:05.55 BangBang: I should be making my dreams happen right now.
2014-12-28 01:06.09 dU.Suz:in 2 months lol
2014-12-28 01:06.18 BangBang: Poor you :P
2014-12-28 01:06.19 dU.Suz:and it´s never too late to have dreams and make them happen
2014-12-28 01:06.24 dU.Suz:poor me indeed!
2014-12-28 01:06.46 dU.Suz:good thing i look like a 25 year old xD
2014-12-28 01:06.50 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 01:07.03 BangBang: I look like 18 probably.
2014-12-28 01:07.07 BangBang: Maybe less, lol.
2014-12-28 01:07.16 dU.Suz:i met a girl once that thought i was 18... lol
2014-12-28 01:07.24 dU.Suz:must´ve been because i´m short
2014-12-28 01:07.37 dU.Suz:and my face looks young, despite the age
2014-12-28 01:07.41 BangBang: Anyways, how is the weather in Portugal?
2014-12-28 01:07.45 dU.Suz:cold
2014-12-28 01:07.47 dU.Suz:as hell
2014-12-28 01:07.50 dU.Suz:xD
2014-12-28 01:07.52 dU.Suz:lol
2014-12-28 01:07.57 BangBang: What do you mean?
2014-12-28 01:07.59 dU.Suz:to me at least
2014-12-28 01:08.10 BangBang: ´cause we have around -10 here...
2014-12-28 01:08.13 dU.Suz:i´m suffering with the cold
2014-12-28 01:08.17 dU.Suz:lol you win
2014-12-28 01:08.29 BangBang: I miss the sun :c
2014-12-28 01:08.32 dU.Suz:me too